Today I went to church and I cried. Alex came with me and just held me. Everyone at church sends their love and support. I got down to see you and share some time with you. I read prayers and Readings. And I read hymns - in fact Sarah and I sung a couple to you (with a beautiful dance from Sarah too). I put your cross in your hand and you held on tight. I even said you should stand and join in with us and you whipped back the cover as if to stand - making me smile! I stayed for the memorial service and cried there too. There were a couple of readings and prayers that were beautiful. Yesterday it was music - a bit of Olivia Newton John and the Messiah. Today it was just me - but you didn't tell me to stop so that is always a bonus. Mum I don't know why you are staying but your heart is as strong as it is true and I love you.
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