100 Sad Days: Day 27; The Black Dog

I think most people have heard depression expressed as a black dog. Hopefully some of you have also seen the video entitled I Had a Black dog (http://youtu.be/XiCrniLQGYc ). If you haven't please do have a watch as it is great.

For Chris' birthday this year I bought him a book: Living With A Black Dog. Often he says that people don't know what it is like to live with someone with depression and that only through my blog a

Has he learnt more about my illness.

Well they have made the book into a short video and I highly recommend a watch (http://www.upworthy.com/let-these-drawings-with-a-dog-show-you-what-you-should-do-when-you-approach-someone-with-depression?c=ufb1)

Sorry if this is a bit of a cop out blog but I would like to start raising awareness of other blogs and information out there. In the hope of spreading the word that depression is REAL.

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