100 Sad Days; Day 33: If Nothing Goes Right

Pain tugs at my body

Reminding me of what I lost

It punches me in the gut

And makes me double over

I wince in agony

But in the back of my mind

I know it is my body

Telling me I am healing

It tells me, every time,

That things are changing

That they haven't taken it all

And my body heals

My mind, on the other hand,

Is still quiet

It's is holding back

So far from ready

So far from being able to fight

It's a long road

And one of incomplete recovery

A move to a new way

A different path

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